me: dude
just ended it with Skywoman
10:11 AM i started feeling really guilty about being selfish
and just using her for my own purposes when i know i won’t marry her
and even though she said it was okay and that we could just enjoy what we have now, i think that she hoped for more
10:12 AM so i started talking to her about all that stuff
and told her we should just be friends
and basically ended it online
and now i feel like crying at work lol
i am a giant girl
Flaker: I think you did the right thing.
10:14 AM me: hmm
maybe i should just marry her
and move to auburn
and commute to work
and take care of a kid
i am an idiot
occasioanlly
10:15 AM hmmm
i suppose what i did is for the best
especially since i am going to see other people
although, it would have been much easier to keep going and wiat for her to end it with me
10:19 AM Flaker: Our little guy is growing up. I’m so proud of you…
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10:33 AM Flaker: wait, you totally did this to get out of doing anything for valentines day didn’t you?
10:34 AM me: oh god
haha
no
10:35 AM Flaker: I think this is like one of those cartman Tronents, when you appear to be doing a good thing, but in reality only because it serves some petty personal interest.
;
10:36 AM me: dude i am not like cartman at all
so screw you, i’m going home!
Flaker: hahaha
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11 minutes |
10:47 AM Flaker: looks like I’m going sailing with Sandy this weekend.
10:48 AM me: yeah i just got the message too
looks like the ol’ boy might be coming ’round
Skywoman is messaging me
10:49 AM saying a lot of things
that make me feel bad
10:50 AM Flaker: stay strong
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11:09 AM me: going to lunch with Skywoman, be back later
