Harm-Stop: Reading a biography of a frenzied writer on his spiraling way down thru alcoholism, narcicism, torrid love affairs and psychological pandamonium I have become a little unnverved myself
9:23 PM where I feel that my own mental health is ever in peril it will look like that, and it isn’t pretty
dizzying to read
me: sounds like my life
Harm-Stop: you know when you read something so embarassing you blush
me: ha really?
9:24 PM Harm-Stop: that is the feeling
I don’t buy into the tragic, but shit
how much would it suck to be going out of control like that
and sometimes, on the borders of a hangover, and seeing the next night on the horizon I’m thinking when we are 30 we might start to go jagged at the seams
9:25 PM let loose in ways we don’t premeditate
9:26 PM me: hahaha
i know how that feels
blacked out last night
almost
brown out
9:27 PM and am planning on drinking again tomorrow night..
it never ends
Harm-Stop: I think I’m cutting back in absolute amounts
but, I have less and less control once I start
me: haha
9:28 PM Harm-Stop: I’m glad we both staved off the yea partying
that’s like a little capfull of gas thrown into the fire
me: yeah… we could be in some shit if we continued down that path
when was the last time you did it now?
9:29 PM Harm-Stop: only once since being down here
in a year
me: 1 sec phone
Harm-Stop: that’s nothing
